The first degree of Holy Spiritual Transformation is meditating on one's self, which has to do with focusing on what makes YOU tick. What are your motivations and are they pure? What makes you feel worthy and loved? What obstacles must you overcome and pray about so you can serve unhindered? The great news is that God can help us overcome any issues we have. In fact, you may already know that Moses had an issue with stuttering, which affected his confidence.
Dealing with self-esteem is a big issue for many people. An article by Christel Humphrey, called "The Surprising Truth about Low Self Esteem, " says that self-esteem issues stem from something many of us wouldn't expect. She writes that these issues can stem from thinking too much about ourselves, rather than focusing on God to help us feel worthy of His love and have faith in his ability to help us overcome something that is making feel worthless. He is the only judge we need to worry about.
Feel free to read the article here:
"The Surprising Truth about Low Self Esteem" by Christel Humphrey